Here In This City

I´m here in this city

Where everyone hates each other

Where everyone feels the pain

Where the peace has a price

Where the peace has a delicate balance

Here in this city where noone loves each other

Where there´s grudge on sunrise and pain on sunset

Where noone has respect

Where fear do exists

In this city there´s money

On the hands of few ones

This city is dirty and we are the pigs

Citizens who crawls in filth

This is another Friday and I´m alone

Another Friday where I don’t laugh

I´m feeling alone

Here in this city they wanna take my dreams away

Want to bleed me dry of my wills

Want me sweated, dirty, tired, without time, busy

Want me without disposition, pissed off

Want me alone

They don’t want me to believe in my dreams

They want me without ambitions

They want me just like them

My old and used up clothes just prove my situation

Prove my deplorable mental condition

The hate for myself is justifiable

The hate for my body, for my weakness

For I´m pathetic and full of uncertainties

Without self esteem

Here in this city they want me sad

Futile, banal, depressed, gray

They want me mediocre

Want me just like them

I just hate myself, I hate my family, I hate my life

Today the day chose me to feel grudge

To don’t have happiness on my eyes

To don’t speak

Only to think and to think

Damned city, hipocryte people

I feel fear

City without respect

City that put people who hate each other to live together

Damned harmony, laws that force us to tolerate ourselves

To live behind a lie, a false smile

I feel sadness, latent depression

That’s why I put my head out of the bus window

To feel the wind take my pain away

To make me feel alive

Just like a child having fun

Because it makes me feel happiness

Makes me feel fine